User blog:Wonderweez/Why I did what I did

So a certain bunch of you decided to go all theorist on me/others and discuss my user page. I have returned (for about 5minutes -1 hr) to discuss what I did and why I did it.

What did you do?
According to Swiss Ninja, Agent Rouge Bloodshedder, and TheBroMaster, I have "...threatened, abused, corrupted, harassed, and put down" them. Therefore, against my belief that a network policy says that what happens off the wiki, stays off the wiki, and, in my opinion, an over-exaggerated view of a truthful breakup message, which is what it's supposed to be, unlike a lie, which sting more in the end, rather than a hurtful truth. If there's one thing you never sugarcoat, it's a breakup message, and I would also like to remind that these people (exception of Bro, as far as I know) have not been in a relationship, and this was advice given to me by my friends and past experience. All of this in the past that I said can be comparable to what I said to my previous girlfriends, etc.

As well as this, I have been accused of "mistreating" Rouge and causing "emotional pain," and such, all the while Bro_ complaining of "being King of the wiki, on a high horse, etc..." All of which I can say to that is hypocrisy, as this is why Bro has been demoted in the first place. As well as this, I don't go around doing this to ALL users, he did, and frequently insulted them with their attitude, grammar, etc., with his lackeys Slender and others. He only started to hate Slender when he began to get fidgety over what he wants, and eventually tattle-told on TS to demote him. As for the Rouge thing, females tend to take a less amount of time to come up with an ultimatum for a relationship (6 days) than men (1 month). So, if she REALLY felt this way, she could have talked to me about it, as expected by others, rather than hide it and use it as an excuse right now to have me demoted over a personal affair. This can be compared to the affair of Clinton, minus the demotion.

Responses to these
If Slender was able to do this to Bro, why didn't Swiss do the same to Sea or the staff in general, but wait until a later date to do so, causing unneeded attention, drama, etc., that could have been kept hidden and away from public view. This, on the other hand, causes an ordeal that, in my opinion, gives fanon a negative, undesirable, and unattractive image to the general public, the network, etc. Same thing can be said to Bro as well. The fact that you didn't do so and just let it all add up means, in my opinion as well, that you wanted to add insult to my injury, and more cases. This is called dirty politics, propaganda, and of course, bringing up the past.

If Rouge is supposedly this insensitive daughter of an army man, she would've had the FIRST instinct to discuss this with me, as it is not in the interest of an army server to feel miserable, rather, the opposite. I myself experience PTSD (after a little incident) like other soldiers, and can tell you first hand that it's not fun in the least bit. However, common instinct would tell me "get help." I am not saying per se that everything is her fault, rather she plays a large role in what she could have done, said, etc. In anyone's eyes, what I said could be racist, could be justified, etc., but as I mentioned some paragraphs above, the purpose of a breakup is to be truthful, not lie.

Why I did what I did
(Note: This is on the QUITTING, not the stuff above.)

I quit (and this has been an idea within me for a while) because the situation with other in the pursuance for omnipotent power and security of a "...monarchy and hierarchy or users that are in the sphere of influence of the first one" has gone too far for me, and as a person that likes equality between people, rather than a strict dividing of power between users, b-crats, admins, and a "divine king," I prefer to keep it down to level, equal, etc. Now before some of you get on me for being a hypocrite, there is a saying I heard once (multiple rather): "Hypocrisy is America's greatest virtue." Now, from the great people themselves; "x-acting, y-thinking." (x & y equal contradicting political ideologies)

I have taken up the advice of my superiors (WoW leaders, inner circle of friends, etc) and have made this decision based on the current situation of this wiki, this network, and my given circumstances. This is not "ragequitting" as some of you falsely believe, nor will I conform to a common belief that others think as well, falsely. I believe in this saying, "If there's a problem, kill it." So, I did, by cutting off ties. I unbanned myself to prevent certain stubborn ones from backtalking me on the subject by talk pages.

I'm gonna put this out here: '''Theories and such concerning me are utterly wrong unless I say so that they are true myself. Think all you want, your theories are trash, garbage, blasphemy. Assumptions can only go so far as to think to one side of the spectrum. Swiss Ninja, I am specifically calling you out on your messages and bad habits, as you are the main offender of that, based on my "observations" that you say I do. Remember that what you say can also bite you in the butt in the end.'''

All of you (with the exceptions of some) have something against me, and therefore I have something against you (same rule applies to the others). Does this mean I hate you? No. It simply means I hate something that you do. You know who you are, and you know what I hate, and I will no longer call anyone out on such. I only did on Swiss Ninja as he told a little lie on IRC last night in relation to his activity on the wiki. I can also go out on an edge and say that he himself is observing the votes and wondering why they want to keep me, as he asked Amigopen last night.

Alright, I'm too lazy to read all this, what are you saying?
If you are really lazy to read this, I feel bad, because I put some real valid points in the above, but in a modestly condensed version:

I have acknowledged what I have been accused of, and I have tackled it with reasoning as to why, and what I believe. I also covered why I quit, and proceeded to unblock myself for the moment.

So there's no real escape from reading, sorry.

Advice

 * Swiss Ninja: Don't be so public with your theories and go out on a whim to store things all up and release them. You aren't really helping the world by causing more drama at the scene of time, rather the opposite, against your wishes.


 * TheBroMaster: I would say not to be power-hungry, hypocritical, sugarcoat-y, and mean, but that would be hypocritical of myself supposedly, no?


 * A.R.B: You had a chance to bring up such things you deemed "emotionally scarring," as you knew my situation, my attitude to situations, and my understanding. What I do not get as well is why you came to me multiple time for "help" with certain things, unless you were spying, which is blatantly insulting, undermining, and dirty politics. Only thing I can think of is Stockholm syndrome.


 * Cp_kid: Keep doing what you're doing, but be expected to have your answers and cries for action be ignored. Certain places, and people, are arrogant, and believe whatever they want to believe in that sense. One thing I remember being mentioned, and this may be a bit biased, "this wiki is strongly conservative." You know why the Republican and Libertarian parties are losing followers? Yeah, that's why.


 * TurtleShroom: You are at an age where you are growing in both mentality, maturity, and life experience. Use this to guide the wiki properly. Inconsistency is the key to running a country or anything successfully, like I did with going by my own judgement multiple times.


 * Seahorse: Don't be afraid to jump into drama. You are the leader of the network, after all, and in my opinion, that is what directors do-- jump into drama and solve it, not just say "not my problem" and bail. You direct what happens and goes down.


 * Slender (seeing as he's coming back): Ally with no one but yourself.


 * Amigopen: Good luck with these people. Don't be influenced by them, either. Follow your own path, and be yourself, no matter what they say.

Epilogue and Conclusions
As seen here, I have done bad, yet who is to say they're angels as well. I am not asking for a vote, nor am I asking for a hint of sympathy, rather the opposite. I WANT you all to ridicule me, go on, do it. In the end, you only embarrass yourself by giving bait for people to bite on and get the reaction you want to make you all feel warm and fuzzy inside. Go on, make me feel bad. That's cyberbullying, and it will come back to bite, but all's fair in love and war, no? What happens online, stays online. If any of you become political thinkers, then you'll have some serious dirt on you at the moment.

This is my  FINAL  farewell from this wiki (and network if this persists), and I expect no one (other than Amigopen) to contact me otherwise, unless I am needed (unlikely). If I hear of anyone backtalking me, this shall persist, so therefore, I will remain unbanned in the case that my powers are stripped for good. - Wonderweez  ( Talk ·  Contribs ) 00:56, 4 March 2014 (UTC)