User:Dave33333/Realization

Okay, I have taken a small break from the wiki's neutral admin after some of the things occuring. And I have been reading, and wondering. And then I realize something... It opens my eyes, and now I'm up and ready to fight again. I'm no longer annoyed or weary of the debating and silent treatments that have occured. And now I'm energized, and I can fight hard on this. With Penstubal gone away for vacation, it means I have a bit more freedom.

Ozzy Osborne laughing.

You see. The last time I was on IRC was late in the night, and Happyface dragged me into a PM. Saying he asked me a question. You wanna know?

Do you really wanna know?

Do you really really wanna know?

He asked me what's it like to do it with my cousin.

That's right. And also said I do it with my cousin with Dale Earnhardt's fatal crash in the background. Saying my parents were cousins and that's why I'm an idiot. Then telling me you guys look into my reddit posts and laugh. Etc.

I provided my fair share of insults. Like how he was made in a tube as an experiment for the Kremlin. Told him if he dies don't go into the light. Then proved to me he was an atheist. Cute.

But this isn't about religion. It's about how a guy can go out and insult a user like that, I would have logged it, but my dad told me to stay off IRC. Angers me because I had him. And he'll probably deny everything about it.

So nice on how you users begin to vote for somebody, and then make fun of make like a jerk. I may have treated him like one. But this is worse. Way worse. The crap he got away saying was amazing. You unbanned HF, and he his actions are worse than mine. And it boggles me how you even made the effort to vote for his unbanning.

Another thing I have realized is that our side it flawed. But that's not a bad thing. I'm flawed, Pen's flawed, Brant is flawed, Quacker is flawed. But that is absolutely not a bad thing. Our admins are flawed too, but they have never admitted it.

I had a conversation with reddit SJW's. I admitted I was flawed at points. But they refuse to admit their flaws. Thinking they're so freaking perfect. Listen: Everyone is flawed. I admit it. But nobody on the opposing side will. And that angers me. Even if most of you guys lean conservative. You don't expose your flaws, that maybe you're wrong. We can admit we're wrong on some sides of things. But not everything.

It really angers me. Especially when your told me that I think the users cater my every whim. Wrong. Who says I want users to do what I want? I never went out and told them to do this or do that, I just voice my displeasure.

Another thing I have noticed is that you guys actually treat me as a different problem from Penstubal. That I pour gasoline on the fire. Wrong. I am the fire, Penstubal is, too. I am the problem. Not a different situation you have to deal with.

Despite some apologies, I realize maybe I should stop forgiving, and really start giving some tough love.

EDFan and CK won't talk to us. You're so scared that everything you say will make us say you're a Nazi or your lying. No. That isn't correct. But I wonder if I should even be part of the peace talks now if you choose not to find the compromise. That's up the Penstubal. No. I'm gonna do my own take on this. The admins act like SJW's.

They're not really SJW's, but in wiki politics, they come off as one. And I won't let my flaws keep me down. Because guess what? I'm up, I'm ready to fight now. If you guys are actually tired and sick of the debating and all that, maybe you need a knock out punch. If you think I was crazy, well...

'''I'M GOING OFF THE RAILS ON THE CRAZY TRAIN! ALL ABOARD THE DAVE TRAIN, TOOT TOOT!'''

You had your chance in my eyes. You blew it. I'm still with Penstubal, but I don't think peace talks are possible anymore. You screwed up. Congrats. -- Dave33333   The Epic King   has returned!  19:55, 1 August 2017 (UTC)